MY LIFE IS OFFICIALLY OVER-->
Hmm okay let me just tell you that my life sucks so bad, that I would rather just die.
FIRST...when I go back to school, it's just going to be drama because ...girls are gay..and they can't get over shit...so yeah, fuck you anyways
SECOND...All i wanted was to have a party at my house ..so I did. Everyone drank...we played beer pong...GREAT!! My mom's best friend decides to come over at 1:00 am to come check on me. Well everyone's drunk by then and still playing beer pong..the house is trashed with beer...yeah. She walked in..kicked everyone out. My fuckin parents are out of town...they had to come back early...which made everything worse. Me and my mom are like best friends...well not anymore. She like hates me and will never trust me again. And like before I lived down here I was like a fuckin angel and I would never do any of this. But i LOVE my friends down here their the best....but now my mom hates all my friends becuz of the party...and i didnt even tell her who was there she just guessed. And the only reason im online right now is becuz they all left so I could clean the house and then after when they come home...I have to go back in my room all day and all night. Everything is taken away....my stereo, cell phone, internet,cd's,tv,house phone, absolutley everything. But all I really care about...is my mom like hating me now. And it just hurts. And its not that even big of a deal...so what i had a few friends over and they drank. NOTHING HAPPENED...and it wasn't even worth it.
And another thing is that I really really miss my dad like soooo much. He's in jail right now. And I just miss him. Everytime I think about him I cry because I never get to see him. And it just is really painful. I hate it. I hate it so bad.
School starts next week...I don't want it to anymore. When I go to school it's going to be hell...and when I come home it's going to be hell.
So in the passed three days....I've been fucked over, untrusted,grounded, and backstabbed....I can handle them. But not all at once. My best friend Tiffany was suppose to come over this weekend and I only see her like twice a year. And she's not allowed anymore. This shit isn't fair.
I won't be updating for a very long time seeing that I'm grounded for like...ever.
Leave comments to come back to...I love you guys so much and I miss everyone
Love, Britt
EDIT::::: 8/22/05
Hey guys, yeah im only online right now becuz its 12am and everyones sleeping..and i was DYING to get on. Things aren't as bad anymore. Me and my mom are really cool now...except she still doesn't trust me. Which sucks. But she let me hang out with all my neighborhood friends...which was fun, and it was good to see them. So I still get freedom..and she took me shopping yesterday and I got like 7 shirts ...cause I needed shirts really bad. And i got new shoes. Drama is basically ALL gone now..thank the lord. I'm sooo excited to get back to school. My dad is outta jail the first of september...I'm really excited. And just so you guys know..he was in there for DUI's...not like murdering someone or anything like that haha. But I cannot wait to see him. And my mom said if I improve my "attitude" ...then for my bday i can get a dog...my bday is december 15 if u didnt already know!! But I'm happy now..and I'm not so depressed anymore. I'm sooo happy for school!!!! Just becuz i get to see my friends!! Well...I'm going to go read then fall asleep! I love you children! haha
Love, britterzz
 
Jessica and Jason....wow jessica reminds me of someone I know..and jason sure does to. But what a fuckin asshole jason is...he's going to break up with Jess for Alex..when jess is so much prettier..and jason is soo gorgeous..but such an asshole and he reminds me SO MUCH of someone I know. SO MUCH. ....But i can't beleive how much they remind me of a couple I use to know. Funny. Hilarious. But I <3 laguna Beach | 
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. This summer I went through just about everything. In the beginning I went to VA..that was okay, it was a family thing..but the guys down there are deffinitley eye pleasing..haha 
. Then me and the one and only COURTNEY LOVE <3 got sent to the police station..haha..memories. We got in some shit that night huh court? lol....oopz. But..not by the cops, just our mama's. I got to see my best friend in the whole world TIFFANY<3 for a weekend. She lives back in middletown...so we barely ever get to see each other. She'll always be my numba 1 gurl tho haha <33 She knows that!! And my other best friend HILARYYYYYY<3 I barely got to see her alllll summer. It sucked. She was on vacation all the time. But we'll never grow apart...I need her way too much 
. lol...I'm over it now. But it sucked for a while. I haven't talked to him in like 3 weeks..and I hope it stays that way. Welll...now I'm just playing the field and it's a lot of fun. I do like someone. lol...can't really say more then that
.Annnnd...my dad was in jail for 2 months...so I didn't get to see him at all. It's so depressing. But I got to see him on friday and it made everything better for me. A lot. All of you kids that have parents that are still together...please don't take it for granted. You are so fucking lucky. Let me tell you!! School has started now...and I hoping it's just as much fun as last year was and FUNNER!! I know it will be. With the crazy bitchez I got as friends...it will be the shit. haha. I stayed home from school today because I was up from 1am-5am with like worst stomach ache ever...I felt like I was going to die. I feel better now though. And I'm home by myself until 3...which is nice. Welllll I'm gona wrap it up here. But I just want to thank my friends for giving me the best summer ever. I love you girls!!! Stay the way you are and never change...and never listen to what anyone has to say because their jealous. JEALOUS!!!!! lol...bye bitchez <3
